TEAMANGMO XMAS !!
Been so long, like one year meet once




On a side note, Rachel left for new Zealand yesterday tooo
Bon voyage my bro ~ wahahaha


Been staying out late & now I shall recuperate my beauty sleeps hohoho

Goodnight ^^

feeling scare

everywhere is writing about the hiring freeze next year
really scare I couldn't find a job
especially now Marriott closed its management trainee program for F&B

so many people have already found a job since graduated
here am I, still procrastinating
its only during mooncake fest where i realized that i misses the hospitality industry badly
but no, i can't start my journey now
it consist of shift work which means i need to skip training
i'm really suffocating here.

everybody has moved on,
what happened to the burning passion i had few years back ?

I wish people could realise that coordinating and designing are 2 different components
my forte is definitely not designing
I sucks at that.

gonna try again tomorrow and Friday
Saturday I'm gonna take training again
I need more self confidence
slap me pls.

I think my English gonna suck badly very soon
Haven't been reading English newspapers / things whahahah

anw been meeting #overlyattached Marriott part timers  very frequently this few weeks LOL

#jiandaobukeyijian

LOL I REALISED MATT & HIS GF COUPLE LOOK DAM STRONG !!!

Treat from Mattlew wahahahah

The curry really dam nice

REMINSICING THE PACKING FORECOURT PREORDER TIMES

anw Fiona asked if I want to work Java+ for part time

But I reject ):

Really hope the slot is available in January

Somehow I feel like signing up for the voyager program in Marriott

Everybody im rotting
Every 2 hours i'm hungry


experiencing the post syndrome of break up now
ki siao liao

Withdrawal Syndrome level: MASTER

Suffering from a serious withdrawal syndrome now LOL
Moonkcaking for the past one month
it was tiring but DAMMMM fun at the same time
mostly due to the company hahaha
& yes the staying up late to pack :))))

will definitely miss all of them.

First day going to Chevron house
Photo Cr Jo

 

heheh fun mates @ chevron house

 

Photos koped from Fiona :X

 

 

 

& ohyeaa Sunday performance

 

 

 

 



 First and last
although I secretly hope its not the last.

so many farewells on sunday.
Mag and Dr Rachel last day in clinic
Last day of Mooncake fest
First & last performance of Fenix



gonna meet the rest to sign some things in Marriott later hehe
quite excited.

I'm single again
gonna stay single for a looooooooong time.
SO SCARE OF RELATIONSHIP NOW.

been chionging mooncake for the past 2 weeks
didn't even have the time to rest myself emotionally after the break up
& they putting me in charge for chevron house ):
I dam scare and stress
like suddenly so many things need to be done and i'm only trained 1-2 twice.
worry that the mistakes I make will trouble the rest :l
tolong tolong pls be smooth

Mooncake er day every day

 

Starting to get use to forecourt sales

& im shifting to raffles place next Monday ):

actually its quite fun to be back to hospitality line again LOL

really can't take office omg.

today mandy(the couple who always caught her kittens)  wanna catch pompom and her 2 kids for sterilisation tml.
she caught the 2 kids already but pompom refuse to come out
she told me she will be putting them back after sterilisation
so i try
when I go over pompom came out like asking me for help
but...
I caught her & put her in the cage :l
pompom realised it afterwards & she keep meowing but it calmed down after she saw her children @ mandy house

then now..
mandy told me tomorrow sterilisation is cancelled.

I felt so cheated
I got a feeling pompom wouldn't come back anymore
either that or her kittens will be taken away

somebody please tell me I didn't make a wrong move...
its the first time I see pompom so upset

Met zhiting for dinner todayyy
bought my HW black pants since mariott only allowed black pants
FINALLY CAN CHANGE MY PANTS AFTER 2 DAYS YAY
& quite a lot of funny things happen along the way
like how we ended up wearing the same clothes to show each other at the fitting room LOL


anw, the couple who took pom pom previous batch kittens away
is back to get her current batch kittens away again ):
she already got all 4 of them adopters and they are coming to get them soon.
I tried to ask if they could just leave one kitten for pompom
cause I feel what pompom needs is really a companion.

they said the mother cat brought them to see the babies and ask them to "take"
no the mother cat didn't "bite" the babies and give them.
that time they told me the same thing, but I saw pompom staring and loitering at the blank space where the kittens used to be for 1 week +
and refuse to eat anything for first few days.
so obviously, yes I don't think the mother cat really wants them to take the kittens.
it feels that they misinterpreted the cat's way of saying "i trust you, come take a look at my babies that im proud of"  for  "come take my babies and go".

I wish I can get a cat whisperer and let pompom communicate to us ):
gonna see her sad again after this Saturday which is something I really don't bear to see.

remember that time I was contemplating whether to join back Chinese dance ?
Charmaine just came & asked me if I want to join her troupe

I really miss the stage.

HAPPY

 

 

HAPPPYYYY

Finally exams are over !!!

this sem is definitely the most stressful semester

got to handle everything myself

soloist for 3 months +

woah can die

I GOT BACK MY FREEDOM HOHO
but seriously its dam worrying to be sick at the exam period
 ESP THIS SEM
 

 

started work at mariott today for mooncake fest ! hehh

feels dam awkward at the start cause all of them are the full timers at the hotel

i'm like the only casual there

when they talk about management stuffs I just squat one side emo

but it gets better afterwards heheh

hope it will be better tml ! :)

 

 

 

Met youfen after a long day of work

LOVE OUR FO0O0O0O0D HEHEH

 

 

 

 

HAPPY HOLIDAY !!!

been spending the past 4 holidays with my family

been so long since I spent the day with them

& now im having

Tuesday BLUEEEEEEEEEEE

~_~

 

2 more days to paper

can't wait

allehuyaaa

So glad I opened a saving account that day hehehe

seeing the money increasing

SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT :D

 

Suppose to go for primary school gathering today

but wtf i'm still down with fever

feeling much better but still weak

better not to risk lololol

next week my exam.

first time falling sick during exam period sigh pie

I wouldn't eat mookata within 2 weeks before impt dates anymore T_T
actually I don't know the exact meaning of sighpie LOL
 

 

hope there's one outing soon :D

 

anw just watched bug's life and ppg movie with joanne thru Skype

& it feels so nice to have somebody undergoing the same situation as you HEHEHE

we are both "alone" in some sense.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

burning bridges

all the efforts put in to be there for a friend,
in exchange for a sentence
"Maybe you feeling stressed up about stuffs or school i dont care"

a friend who I held even closer than my family,
thanks for slapping me with the harsh reality of our friendship.

you always said some people really need to fo from your life.
now I can clearly see who need to fuck off from my life.










On a side note,

 been having fever today
I hope it doesn't erase what I have been memorising the past few days.

 

Went to joanne's house to study today ~

think it's not so bad afterall, quite productive :X

anw got back my last assignment result today, still currently in total shock mode.

was so tired of writing essays that I put much lesser effort than what I did for the rest
(The one I mentioned in my previous post)

so thankful for the results whahhaha

 

okay, gonna start my healthy study regime.

sleep before 12.30am everyday

>:D

 

Hope I can maintain that regime

am watching some Thailand tear jerking videos now heh.

 

6.5/7 ASSIGNMENTS OVERRRRR

omg this semester is really write essay write until I crazy

the latest essay I wrote feels like just 40% of my effort lol

NO MORE ENERGY

do report do till gong

 

can't wait for 16 August 9pm

 

WE CAN DO IT !!!

 

Gotten my OCBC card & mine was camera design hehehe

actually I saw a nicer design but couldn't change it already

aiyooo

anw, project saving plan #1 !

 

 

Last sunday the cdac went cycling wooo

from SK > Punggol > Pasir ris > Ubi > Eunos > Geylang > Kallang Sports Hub> GBTB > MBS > Lau pau sak > MBS >GBTB > Sports hub > Kallang > Geylang > Eunos > Hougang > Sengkang

 

60KM !!!

*HIGH SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT*

 

Anw was watching "Because I Love You"

I didn't know some heart operations require the doctor to stop the heart from functioning first while they support the patient's body functions with artificial heart.

Be grateful that we are able to wake up from every sleep.

 

:;))))

Just completed 80% of my final report.

Drained from facing report almost everyday this month.

Wanna score well, but part of my mind is just

"ugh screw it, 10%"

 

 

I hope my econs will be alright

THE WORST ASSIGNMENT IN MY UNI LIFE.

at least over wooohoo !

 

 

 

 

Today went to try Yoogane after project meeting

Woohoooo

The food really not bad and the staffs dam friendly also.

definitely nicer than the ones we had at Simei :X

 

Anw,

donut went missing on sunday midnight

tried to search for him near the estate for 3 hours

but no avail

During the search, we also did not see any cats loitering around in their usual area

Something quite rare.

On the other hand, my neighbourhood cats are missing as well

tried searching for a few days & tadaaa !!

finally found one of them

the most agile one hehh

her sibling got caught and sterilised last month but not her

I guess nobody could really catch her >:D

& she sort of open up to me tonight HEHHEH

 

 I can see she really wants me to bring her home...

(see see video above)

but I really can't :(

had to run away from her to stop her from following

then she meow there sadly..

 

):

Hope donut and my neighbourhood cats will be back soon

Also, I hope nobody catches them.

 

.

I can't wait for all these to be over.

 

& today I went to open a OCBC savings account.

It was an impromptu decision HAHAHA.

Time to save up some money before my trip in December woohoo !

 

My arms getting flabby after 3 weeks of not touching drums

shall do some work out to maintain my hard work in PT T_T

off to running to MJIEZ

bye !

so apparently, I had my first online quiz in university on Sunday 23.59PM
lucky the questions were all repeated heheheh

anw beforehand I went over to haoting's chalet to help her out at her 21st chalet :D
didn't know I will need to write the letters for her decorations
was disgusted by my handwriting
until suddenly...

Not bad hor ? I proud of myself also AHHAHA

 

anw i skipped the night celebration & went back to revise for my midsem quiz

so i'm not in any of the group photos

:'''''''''''''''(

 

 

went back the chalet after my quiz hehehe

& had our drinking game

went home by zhehao's car afterwards

scary & exciting LOL

the car swerve slightly abit & I will be fully alert LOL

 

 

feels like i'm the birthday girl by wearing her hat

 

BUT OBVIOUSLY NOT

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAOTING :D:D

 

looking forward to our Taiwan trip hehehe

 



so basically, today I just got leeched out of my 90 MCQ questions which I prepared.
::::::::::::::::::::(
but its okay, at least I gained the knowledge while doing research ^^

 

On a side note,

What comes around goes around

Karma is a bitch.

 

 

 

 

 

three weeks of school had passed !

its dam fast & i'm 1/4 done with uni life

 

Applied for break from KXG from end june till mid august.

School schedule is really too intense lol

Last sem, Last lap, CHIONG !!

Could somehow predict my itinerary from mid June to August

Chiong Assignment

Study

Chiong assignment

Chiong assignment

Chiong assignment

Chiong assignment (group)

 

Am quite afraid of what's coming

but the thought that its inevitable perks me up :)!

 

JIAYOUSSSS

 

& my neighbourhood white cat passed away 1 month ago.

The only one left from my "1st batch" of cats saw in SK.

R.I.P

 

 

 



today jc specially came down to sengkang & send me to work in punggol :D

The aunty behind is a very cute friend I've made during our batam trip !!

 

 

1/12

WOOHOOO
End of 1st week of school YAY
& results were out today
SATISFIED WITH IT YAYYYY
was afraid of ODHRM results all along before that
first time studying only 3 chapters (not even full details) for exams

NO MORE NEXT TIME MAN
scared to death.


anw met joanne for pitch perfect 2 today hehehehhe
we happily bought seat H, thinking its the last row in cinema
end up
GG
FIRST ROW
somemore it's seletar shaw where the cinema small until cannot small
my neck really breaking
but on the otherhand, the show is really nice though :X
time to watch pitch perfect 1 :D

Active Vs Shag face

 

Manage to catch some sleep before work starts at 630 in Punggol

& got OT for 50mins, something that really happens very occasionally.

but $_$ YAY

 

 



School is starting tomorrow.
This sem, I gonna put all in since its my last whahaha.
Partly cause SBS graduated already &
i'm taking a module which not much people took before.
so yup, gonna ensure that everything is okay.
12 more weeks.
JIAYOUS !!


anyway, was thinking of taking a break in KXG.
Too much things going in my mind.

Was having bbq with SBS previously and the next thing I know,
polices were visiting my house.
family issues.
I'm tired ):

1/12, HERE I COME 

 

 

Helllooo ~
Just a fast update hoho
Exams ended 2 weeks back, not too good but not too bad also
hopefully bell curve god can save me for one module
first time don't even know what I writing for exams in uni

& good luck to the rest who are having exams :)

school starting next 2 weeks, w/o rach and the gang
nevermind, 12 weeks I can do it
JIAYOUS !!! :D

quite a lot of things happened in the past weeks
don't know where to start heh
anw,
now I really believe that cats are able to sense emotions in humans.
there was once where I was super upset, so I went down to tou tou qi before rolling to rach
& MoMo (the angriest cat, who doesn't get close to people) actually came to find me
its the closest distance i've ever been with her.
:')

Mo Mo (Grandma)
Pom Pom( Ma)
Ji Ji & Gi Gi (MoMo's latest child from another father)(counted as PomPom half blooded siblings)
JJ & GG still kittens - teenage  !

All pom pom child was taken again weeks ago
was very angry and trying to find the person at first
but the person had kind intentions (Met & interacted !)
I guess it fits the scenario of " there's good and bad side to a decision made"

but ANW !!!
pompom is actually fostering jiji & gigi now
she was very upset from her loss of kittens before that
initially she dam hostile towards them, so I scolded her LOL #justsaying
but either way..its a super touching scene

Scenario 1
Mo Mo can feel pom pom sadness
& decided to let her to take care of her kittens, which are her half blooded siblings also

Scenario 2
Mo Mo keep disappearing this few days ):
so pompom decided to foster them !

Scenario 3
I thinking too much

myth says that cat doesn't have any feelings towards a particular thing after a period of time.
I don't believe it
:)

How often do yall see a cat fostering 2 child which are not hers ?

Fluttering Feelings

As usual ~ worked at clinic in the morning ~
but today was quite different
cause got a few incidents which made my heart go sour ):

1)
2 weeks ago, got this cleaner aunty who worked at the kopitiam nearby came to consult the doctor.
But during payment, she doesn't have sufficient money to pay the fees.
The amount she was holding to was also borrowed from her friend.
After seeing the total bill, she said
" 等我一下啊。我去跟我朋友借。"
my heart felt dam sour :\

Today I saw the aunty again while having lunch after my work
I went to ask her if her stomach is feeling better
& she replied:

"我好了. 谢谢你eh， 我真的很感动。没有人这样问过我。"

(I've recovered & thanks for your gesture. Nobody raise concerns about me before, i'm really touched)

woah, my heart instant !&@(*#^@!
& the moment I turn back, the tears playing merry go round at my eyes.
She's really a nice lady, I wish to help her.
Everybody understand the feeling of not having any concern from people.
& not all of us can withstand it.
She did. (RESPECT!!)



2)
An indian worker came to collect his X-Ray Results today.
What he need to do next is to have his X-Ray done at polyclinic and submit the results back to clinic.
he came yesterday, but both clinic & polyclinic were closed already
today he came & was hoping everything can be done.
but no..polyclinic weren't open on Sundays.
he stood there, for 15minutes, thinking what's the best solution now
His boss will be deducting 2 days pay if he  MC tomorrow.
He keep requesting for private X-Ray but we told him it's really not worth.
But he insisted cause there's a private clinic at Tekka that do X-Rays ?
& open till 5pm on a Sunday (claimed by him)
in the end we gave him a referral letter to private clinic for it.
I really hope he manage to get the X-Ray done today.

He couldn't pronounce a lot of English words properly and the doctor had a hard time understanding
but lucky I communicated a lot of foreign workers before
so somehow I got the grip of it heh >:D

From the incident, I really can infer how much he is afraid of taking MC & losing his 2 days pay.
It shows how much certain employers are exploiting the expatriates.
They can be really hard to handle but nevertheless,
they are also human
There's reason for every actions behind

HEH. I didn't make this statement based on empty stand
I've managed them for months in the past so i'm fully aware of the implication they can draw.
BUT I DID IT ;D

3)
Quite confidential which I wouldn't be typing out here
but it just disgust me
of how a profession like saving people have changed together with globalisation.

Project Getting Fat success

Past few days I have ate 2 buffets
hohoho
my stomach very happy
:DDDDDDDDDD
Monday went to met the rest for STEAMBOATTT lunch after their DM presentation
finally every is going to be over soo0o0o0n ~
& honestly, the steamboat is really dam nice.
Its called 海鲜捞 ,located at Wilkie Edge 1st Level
if yall free go and give it a try kk !
There are different pricings for lunch and dinner buffet.

SHIOK.

 

Wednesday was farming days with rach !
Located at Balik Kampung inside the old Yishun Bottom Tree Park
& we planted grass patch
hehehe
Everything there are based on donations by kind individuals

The river here is something made by the volunteers a few months back !

we went to catch fishes hehehe

but failed la

HAIZ

 

 

Night time ?

KOREAN BBQ MUAHAHHAA

Good food, Good Companion.

 

& I was browsing old photos a few days back.

Misses the past again

sigh.

 

Actually there's a lot of things in my mind

but I don't know why I can't articulate it out in words

think too much studying today

braindead

 

& I JUST REALISED

OD PROJECT RESULTS RELEASING SOON

omg

 

 



 

Today marks the end of Lee Kuan Yew Mourning Week.
There's a lot of things I wish to write, but don't know where to start
Actions are louder than words
I will just keep all the thoughts to myself and put it in my daily life.
Things that I have learnt from Mr Lee in this week are indeed a wake up call
It just made me realise that, a lot of things, i self consoled myself with lame excuses.
and a lot of things i thought I've did it right
but in fact I didn't.

 Its been a emotional week for everybody.
but after this, life goes on
:)
But i'll try to enact the things I've learn


& i understand more about their family as well.
Live to fullest, positively impact into people's life.

Visit to Lee Ye Ye for the first and last time.

Thank you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

RIP

RIP Mr Lee Kuan Yew

Singapore's greatest man and founding father.

Someone who devoted his life in exchange for everybody's comfort.

The nation wouldn't be what it is today without him.

a true "lion among the leaders"

& the Legacy live on.

I thought I wouldn't be affected
but somehow the sadness just penetrates in & it felt so lost suddenly.
guess i'm not the only one who felt that way.

I've learnt a lot about LKY today.
Appreciate. Cherish. Blessing. Thankful.

Well wishes.

This week's hottest topic

My history may sucks but I've learnt a lot of things done by him this week.

Only one word, gratitude.

Although Singapore might be very controlling in certain ways,

but freedom comes with a price too (Nisha,2014 LOL)

 

Spent both my weekends with CDAC group !
pictures still on its way delivering hehehe beep beep beepbeep

anw training yesterday was xiong
but I like HAHAHAH
practiced my jumping of drums WITHOUT double jump x 40 times
tired but no pain no gain right yo


Tuesday will be my final group presentation for Murdoch days
CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER.
I shall count it as i'm doing a good deed for the freeloafer in my team
thought there's peer evaluation but end up nopee
peer evaluation doesn't affects the score much anyway
A FREE HD FOR YOU.

Yesterday's

I've recapped how to play Texas Poker hoho

But still haven't reach the stage where I can gamble yet

think I will lose all my money if play now LOL

 

Today's highlight

 

Went to get kitten with Zhit's parents wahhahaha

 

Pro in action

I know its cruel to separate the kittens from the mother

but their environment is really dangerous & I had no choice but to find adopters ):

If not some will starved.

the potential starved one might be the 1st kitten from left.

That kitten is way smaller than the rest

meaning it wasn't fed properly

at least 2 of them are in safe hands now ^^

 

anyway the kitten in my pic is for Zhehao

Spammed pictures before he came to retrieve it heh

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Anyway i said the chunk of words above to make me feel better

Apparently it didn't work

Still feeling guilty for taking the kittens away.

Gonna continue feeding the mother till she's better

@ the same time i hope the malnutrition kitten can be fed properly now ^^

 

Anyway, another batch of kittens is coming soon.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chinese Dance

Our last SYF today as HS Chinese Dance

It was also the last Gold attained.

Sadly, we couldn't purchase the video of it :(

Shortly after, Chinese Dance disbanded and merged with Dance Ensemble

We have not seen our two lao shi ever since sigh.

I don't like the new principal !! (White guy in pic)

 

SPOT ME IN COSTUMES HEHE

 

 

 

Today was Hougang Sec 15th Anniversary Homecoming

so one of the teacher did a video collage of the past 15 years and I saw our dance photo inside.

qiuyi spotted Jason liow inside too LOL

 

Nope I didn't go for the homecoming

Instead I met youfen !!

 

MISS YOU SO MUCH

 

 

 

 

happy

Today's dinner at my favourite KBBQ

 

Its located at Changi Village where there's a lot wind breezing ~ 

& its outdoor & close to natural hehehe

Somehow it was dam deserted today, only like 3 tables including mine occupied ?

which is quite uncommon heh.

But the food quality drop :\

I used to adore their pork a lot due to their large variety and uniqueness

but now it just tasted normal

Going back to try one more time soon ! maybe its just today I suay wahahhaa

 

Met my prince in forest today.

 

 

& heard my getting fat plan is becoming a success (?)

 

 

Today is a day deserved for my own celebration

group project went well (:

Glad I made that decision

 "Your success relies on your decision to work with people around"  

 

Sembawang Hot Spring

 

Singapore's Only Hot Spring Spot.



HEY HOO
Today had been a fruitful trip made !
Let the pictures do the talk :)

Today I broke my own pact & ate prawn mee

TOO IRRESISTABLE
@ Jalan Kayu !

 

 

Next we set off to our destination

 

    

 



HOT SPRING !!!

 

 

  

 

 

Training our The Tarik Skills

Our skills sharpened significantly after today HAHAHA

We are the masters of the Tarik now

 

The main water source for all the baby taps in the area.

 

& suddenly it started to drizzle ):

We 2 like romantic hor ?

 

 

 

& impromptuly, why not pay Bottom Tree Park a visit ? ^^

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

& guessed what's our prize for touring the park ?

WE FOUND A FARM !!!

They are currently open for volunteers to help out at the farm

so rachel and I signed up for it

Every Wednesday 9.45am

Never though we will found a nearby farm in our area

Maybe I can fulfil my farming dream in Singapore

No need go Malaysia already HAHAHAHA

 

 

SIGNING OFF

 

 

 



 

 

 My darling is back from land of wildboar yay!