my blog recently very emo ah LOL
always end up linking to that shyt incident
le sigh~~~~~

En birthday celebration :D

went to en birthday celebration yesterday ^^
quite awkward at there actually LOL
cause we sort of dunno anybody there
& we're the first to reach ^^
end up we go to the another tv room and stay inside for most of the time LOL.
a few of us gone  but got xuan adel & me to take care of them muahahah.

quite happy to catch up with them after so long actually <3
told xuan my utmost secret heh.
guess is not that i cant forget about it
is impact of it that is too much.
which lead to..i haven xiang kai ?
thus sometimes im quieter LOL.

i really wish to express myself freely again
like how i did before the whole shit in 2009 happen.
but its like..
that time feels like being lockup for 8 months
without much friends, cause its the o level holiday
i cant work together with friend also.
hardly go out with them...
everyday standard thing.
have to be careful the things i do.
slowly slowly it builts up.
LE SIGHS.

i wonder how happy will i be if i did not accept that r/s at that time -.-
forgeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.
xiang kaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
abracadabra
pooooooof.
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* hehe but i really wish to hang out with xuan they all more oftenly.
feels so good to catch up with them.
althu its been a super long time we have outing like this.
xD