fun daysss

today met rach for some job opportunities hehje

roam around plaza sing and do stupid things after tat LOL.

5pm she went to meet ain while i went to jh house hohoooo.

cy sj vivian reached there earlier so by the time we reaches their food prepared le.

just chi only until sibei shiok LOL

zinc and i did the washing aftee that ^^.

on the way home and saw yw and my niehgbour

end up got to explain to my papa why i was walking home with 3 guys ~_~

heheheh i not sure if today im too tired or what.

but some words really affect me alot now.

it is like i will think at least thrice before speaking

either that i jiu dont talk at all LOL.

kk my eyes closing, must be too tired le ba wahahha.

WO SHE BU DE NI MEN T.T

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baddd :(

i think that it is not a good sign

when 3 of us feel the same way towards a matter

not something that have been said out before among us.

its the first time we are saying out weeks ago.

& just nice we 3 shared the same feeling.

not totally same but similar

& not positive.

just have a bad feeling about this ):

sighs

& it kind of make me

hope it will turn out better ;]

today nua-ed at home.

yupp recuperate my body energy LOL.

just got feel to nua at home this weekends

going to job hunting on wed with rachhh

hope to get a job ^^

tried to stalked alot of people blog today

but nobody update about concerts :'(

shall try again next time

update lehh

updateeeeee

updateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

T_T

tomorrow shall diy my own breakfast wwahhaha

goldfish day

my eye more swollen than anything else LOL.

i hate separation the most.

i wish to be able to graduate with them,

it feels like retaining somehow LOL.

the sec 3 feeling where i almost retained, dam sad every night cause will be seperate from my friends.

i still remember i was thinking

" woah if i retain, the others retain also,nevermind."

"but if everybody retained, teachers are only able to push a few students up how ?!"

"if i din retain, the other retain zhen me ban.."

then i was in very very deep dilemma whether to study very hard anot.

but we did study together.

end result, i was the few among my friends who got promoted.

i was dam sad that time, really regret studying.

but lucky, my retiring english teacher helped us.

she pushed the passing mark for english from 50 to 45.5

which promoted all of my friends

hehehehehe

but this time round, i cant do anything to avoid as it is a matter of time.

i was sad even until now LOL.

quaterly because cynthia might be leaving

the rest i dunno why laaa

but just ):

& clement will be back in 2weeks

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

thinking back, i realise i don remembering seeing yufen study LOL.

yufen ahhh you are smart de.

if you studied, im sure you will do better than all of us here.

remember the ss questions ?

you wrote 4 sentences, 6marks ( you din study for it, justbomb )

i wrote one whole page , 1 mark (i tried to study like siao cause its ca3 )

i really hope you go back studying althu you really really don like.

althu you might be sad when your batched graduated back in 2008

but im still happy that we graduated together ^^

Metamorphosis

eneded the concert bitter sweetly.

i was really really very happy that my friends came to support me regardless of the busy schedule they have.

you know who you areee ~ hehehe

but yes, it is also the last performance with the seniors.

seniors whom i grew closer with.

seniors whom i spent more time with than anything else in my poly life.

people whom i eat dinner1 & dinner 2 with.

thanks for the 2 years of wonderful memories

i will miss you all veryveyrvyervyvery deeply.

i really hope that you all will be coming back.

gong xi gong xi that you all have graduate :D

hope you all are able to find your goal & tell me where is it.

so i am able to stalk you wahahhaha.

after today, the next training feel like a new beginning for me.

):

but thanks for coming, it play a huge part to the concert ^^

& as part of the concert comm, i really really dam happy to see it becoming a very successful events.

with seats >400 wahahahhaa

truthfully saying, i really didn't expect zinc & my score to be so successful LOL.

all i want is to have everybody playing happily in our score.

it was already a big shock to me when my scores got selected.

& with audience liking & praising our score, it is a bonus to us.

sorry for my past lousy teaching.

thank you for playing in bond :D

ii will miss you all deeply.

):

sian, i wish my hand was stronger.

bone are fitter

& better hehh.

my hand wrist there hurts after playing empty drum for 2 days last week.

it healed i though, as i have no problem with it after that.

but today, i had to practice b da zhu 4 people solo part using kong gu.

then the same problem is back

but this time worse LOL.

was playing b da zhu once throughout and was confirm not using my wrist.

i was only holding it tightly then my left hand start to hurt.

to the extend i cant play properly :\

the kind of pain is like those sharp pain at the bone there, i cant even hit the drum with it.

handdd please don do this to me, left 4 days to concert );

i promise to bring you to checkup after my concert

but for now, please be okay T_T

fractured wound don open please LOL.

):

sian, i wish my hand was stronger.

bone are fitter

& better hehh.

my hand wrist there hurts after playing empty drum for 2 days last week.

it healed i though, as i have no problem with it after that.

but today, i had to practice b da zhu 4 people solo part using kong gu.

then the same problem is back

but this time worse LOL.

was playing b da zhu once throughout and was confirm not using my wrist.

i was only holding it tightly then my left hand start to hurt.

to the extend i cant play properly :\

the kind of pain is like those sharp pain at the bone there, i cant even hit the drum with it.

handdd please don do this to me, left 4 days to concert );

i promise to bring you to checkup after my concert

but for now, please be okay T_T

can you guys don graduate?

or can we all all graduate together ?

):

this week pass too fast

next weekk...zoooooom

going collect costume tomorrow hohoho

feel dam reluctant cause got work after that

haiss.

& i realise my knee really alot of injuries LOL.

esp just now that fall at tamp

:o

work + l4d 2222

wahahhaa today originally is only work & go home rest

then end up meet zhit & the rest for l4d2 muahahahha.

& forgot to see time, wanted to stop at 9, end up stop at 11pm LOL

starting play okk, i tot i will be very tired

then end up ok sia LOL

only ending abit lose self control liao

& work is ok todayy :D

mostly working back next sat ? hehehe

home & start packing bag.

wanted to sleep end up dl songs

HAIS

nightsss, camp tomorrow & long day aheadd

hope my body can tahan.

lag

& a picture of the puppet which zhit hum and i coloured whaahhaha

okkk i understand the pic is too big :\

gg i forgot i tomorrow work 10 or 11.

ahhh shall just reach at 1030.

half half, like how i did for my ttb test LOL.

heng i half half for my test, if not i think i fail the test already.

zhittttt

met zhit today for some mission.

& its a mission complete (Y)

used the leftover stickers to design my planner wahhhaa.

hehehe see this

koped from 9gags yup yup LOL dam niceeee

gonna work tomorrowww, supposingly today

but no slot );

ohwellllllllllll

tml 11-6, then camp on monday.

if is not for financial issues, friends and the management,

i wouldnt wan to work there again :[

so cute ehhehehe

& now.. i shall eat grass for 2 days.

cant work tomorrow cause no slots le :[[

with a total of -$8 left.

negative. have to - $8 from my allowance next week.

sighhhhhh.

day 5.

):

today is angry dayyy

just really piss raaar.

not for my score luhh

but for the preview

&& for my score,

i really need to thanks vivian bryden & edmund for helping us in putting the score in 2 rows.

it wouldnt be done so easily without their help :D

& thanks the rest for being so cooperative :]]]]]]]

ahdiong is happy ^^

for the preview hor

waaaaa qi si wo.

1)i think you should learn to empathize with others.

2) you cannot expect others to play well when they have only play through the whole score 2 -3 times.

if you own self cant do it, you cant expect others to do it well also.

3) stop doing last minute changes. killing us, killing yourself also.

really wooooooot. first time play drum until using full force.

& i think my anger somehow speed up my tempo :\

controlllllllllllllllllllllllll.

reputation crashed );

woah si liao

just now was talking dam fiercely to my parents.

& juniors saw LOL.

even shiyun say is dam fierce & don dare come near me.

die my reputation no more liao!@$!@$!$!@$#!@

& how will you feel like

when you overheard your mother telling your father,

我会恨你一辈子

early in the morning 7am, thinking your asleep ?

trust

If this incident helped my parents to re-conciliated

im not happy about it.

it just shows how much you know me, how much you trusted me.

friends who knew me, they know confirm is not me.

don even have to see what kind of attire is the girl in the pic wearing.

if you know me, you will know.

just based on the attire itself, you accused me.

ok correction, not you anymore, you ALL.

excluding my brother.

how does it feels like, to be accused by someone who gave birth to you twice in three days ?

i knew it since secondary school, i cant rely on my family

but the most important thing is that, at least i know you all still trusted me.

now i know, not anymore.

you all understand me ? lol

you all don't even know what type of person am i.

i sworn i will never cry infront of my friends.

but today was the 4th time i did that since secondary school :\

i cried not because of the scolding/fierce tone ( scarly to my parents is not scolding ? )

i cried because this show how much you all trusted me & knew me.

满天星

tried to find a picture of my favourite flower.

my father said the name of the flower was 满天星

then i go google, end up i found de is

not the one i normally saw on road side );

its similiar to the one i mean luh

but i saw de got colour one,

got blue, pink, white & got one fluffy pink colour thing one

but is pricky one, looks fluffy only LOL

going start hunting the name heh heh heh.

actually i like the name first then i like the flower LOL

scarly i got cheated for 11 years about the name

went to maritime mueseum with 女孩s yesterday :DD

thanks for cheering me up yesterday heheh.

& thanks joanne for letting me roll to your house after what happen at home <3

we started seeing past photos & stalk some people..

heh he eheheheeee

collaged the past photos

don't know what will happen to my family after yesterday.

haisss

nevermind just sit back relax LOL.

i can't change what had happen & cant predict the future also.

going start my crazy training tomorrow with salvo.

also the last 3-4weeks of training with seniors

);

& one pic of my shaved eyebrow ^^

starting i very sad.

cause i wanted to shave my eyebrow for the last time already

then the auntie go shave the hair between my eyebrow also

& i keep complain to yufen LOL.

then she say must shaved one, if not is not shave eyebrow liao.

but :.....(

& i realise..

this pic really can see yufen lip orhorh

don smoke le :[

i know the pic of my 女孩 very big

but i cant adjust the pic.

cause i straight copy & paste from facebook hehehe

rachel lappy~

我知道我华文很烂。

因为这的online的东西不能auto-correct

but very good liao, at least i can type chinese hehehe..

today i feel like superman

meet joanne,ler,xuanya & rach within 3 hours.

went to aljunied with rachel cause she need to fixed her lappy.

after lappy we decided to go my old house there de

& we mi lu LOL

then it suddenly rain very heavily

heng she got umbrella

if not we become wet chicken liao );

then i realise...

my old house is stopped at another mrt, not aljunied LOL.

but nevermindddd we still reach our final destination hehe

& aljunied is really my 猫天堂

the reasons i like cat alot is because i always play with them when im young.

my house downstairs used to have aaaaaaalot of cats

like free flow one LOL.

homed at 5+ 6 :D

spent my day at homeeee hehehee.

i thinking if i should work banquet on sun..

cause really cash tight.

angbao $ even how much i try to save

its already going finish le :o

but one con is that if i work banquet on sun

i will not be able to sleep later that night

cause the hotel got one smell, i think tea smell all this

then i cant sleep :\

oror..maybe i should control my spending baa.

one week --> $50

mon --> friday, tues & friday shall try eat dinner at home if can.

mon wed thur, maybe 1 day max $9 for breakfast dinner lunch ? :D

then the saving i shall save & spend on sat/sun ehehhe

yessssssssssssssss ah

kk shall stick to this plan.

wahahahahaaaa]

& i shall sleep early today :D

got serious insomnia yesterday night due to heatness & nosebleed.

but somehow the nosebleed make me able to sleep LOL

cause bleed liao will very tired & out of energy

so will sleep..

eh eh ehhhhh.

wahahahah wan an :D

please ignore this post LOL.

i really really like this type of life.

this the type of life i like & what i used to lead in sec school.

真的很想念

我要的生活就在我面前，可是我拿不到。

因为我真的做不下这自私的决定。

很多人都跟我说过，

"做人有时是要自私的。

你只活那么一次。你不做，那别人有为你想吗。"

我真的很向紧紧抓住我先在的生活。

真的很想。

Happy day hehehee

Went out to slack with yufen yesterday :D

bought my bag wahahha finally after so long.

my black bag can officially rest in peace already.

another one is here to replace :DDDD

slacked till quite late @ clarky till yufen meet qianhui they all to go club.

& i met edwin to go home ^^

since he just nice at natasha studio dancing hehehe.

todayyy!!!

i met joanne wanting wenjie & qiuyi to go her house & eat steamboat :D

met qiuyi first

& the compass point the lrt jidan sia

i read signboard 2 then it state it go ranggung,

so i tot is that side ma (since the sign is at lrt 1 tat side) , so i took.

& i still double check with qiuyi, confirm with ranggung not compassvale hor

cause like ver strange. why issit go opposite way de when her house is there

then i tink, sua signboard like tat say jiu like tat ba

then the lrt come on track 1..

next stop : Compassvale

!@#*!&@^#&*!@^#&*!@^#*&@!%#^@!$#%^$@!%!@

reached her house & went to ntuc for shoppping hehee

wanting & joanne came

& we went her house to play steamboat after that

feel very bad cause the aunty insist on helping us to prepare our stuffs :\

cause our originally plan is prepare ourselve & have fun.

but then qiuyi mama dam nice & helped us ^^

so we play... mahjong throughout :o

helped aunty with what we can & started the steamboat when wenjie came ^^

have aloottt of fun.

wahahaha.

& went to drink abit after that at her house playground.

had some h2h talk regarding qiuyi (heheheheh)

but i need go off cause i need to niao niao ._.

& woah go home best.

we walk walk walk walk

than i reaching rach house there le

so i wan walk shortcut & take bus go home

a& idunno why i go wrong way

end up walk one whole round around 203 there -_-"

decided to walk home instead

then raining very small

i thinking should take umbrella anot + my house far

after that decide don cause like very paiseh LOLOLOL.

had a really dam happy day :D