Shocked by how your actions have actually instill a phobia in me
but guess what
i'm coping well in overcoming that yo

Random thoughts:

By aiming to become stronger, will it turn you into a cold blooded animal ? 
Not resorting to ruthless actions those type, rather its like trying to protect yourself through avoiding harsh actions/words from others by giving them cold shoulder at the start ?

Hate how now I only think from my POV and not from other people's shoes cause all I want now is to protect myself first.

I don't know.

A part of me knows that that isn't right but another part of me is reluctant to walk out of it.