Found this while looking thru my past posts

www.yanqi.youarelame.com/

LOL

23.4

10 Generations of SAAAAAALVOOOOOOO

Salvo 4th biennial concert aka the 10th year ended on a high note WOOO!!!

sosososo thankful to everybody for making metamorphosis a better score  cause I missed out quite a few details.

& felt so grateful towards PC for their kind understanding in many aspects like figuring out ways to do lighting cues when audi is not available; kat coming back on PH  to practice cues w us.

importantly;

On a happier note, I never felt so bonded to KXG before

On a sadder note, I'm suppose to leave for Chinese Dance HAHAHA

DILEMMA LOL SHYT MAN.

Been living with kittiesssss since young

but now, I got a feeling that my 猫缘 is really ending

I have predicted that Gigi's probably not coming back after the person brought her for sterilisation.

But I can't help but feel empty when it really happens ):

So many cats come and go

Hope they are all in a better place now woot !

nervous

Been busy preparing for Salvo concert tml
gonna be my last concert & performing after so long
I CAN DO THIS MANNNNNNNN

I realised how this blog have changed from something which I used to share my happiness with to a place where I wrote my darkest secrets.

How we wished for a lot of views & comments in the past to hoping that nobody will actually see this place now.

But at least those who are still seeing it now are my closest friends muackz HEHE

Shocked by how your actions have actually instill a phobia in me
but guess what
i'm coping well in overcoming that yo

Random thoughts:

By aiming to become stronger, will it turn you into a cold blooded animal ? 
Not resorting to ruthless actions those type, rather its like trying to protect yourself through avoiding harsh actions/words from others by giving them cold shoulder at the start ?

Hate how now I only think from my POV and not from other people's shoes cause all I want now is to protect myself first.

I don't know.

A part of me knows that that isn't right but another part of me is reluctant to walk out of it.