Was so tired this few days
took flu med before sleep and today everything become so unreal
feel like im floating around the moment I woke

so @ work I decided to;

take care of myself more
finish up my own task instead of keep assisting people
provide lesser help to others and learn how to reject

guess the feedbacks I get.
"今天你很像很小气"
"你很像不开心, 在生气"


think that's how human beings work

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Wa so much feels

Work never felt so stress before lol.
So tiring today
and then in bus stop
after waiting so long for my bus
*close eyes awhile*
*open eyes*
*bus drive pass*

fiak

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one week of no exercise...
I gonna train some cores later
& gonna sing again later woooo

3x this week ops

My seniors all on leave tomorrowwww
i'm gonna be aloneeeee

ANW
I've always hear stories like how people actually encounter bad experiences from govt sector staffs
didn't really buy it until today
piang I wish I could cook him in bak kut teh

anw I did my brows again hehehe
touch up yo !
so itchy now

Work is good
Pocket is tight
Shadowhunter is coming out
Can't wait for 2017


anw sudden urge to eat steamed egg after what wendy said
so went to cook hohoho
#cravingsatisfied #happy
can't upload the pic here thou -_-
ok la cause I lazy wanna sleep alr
goodnightszxzcz



So not used to chase colleagues for things.
hopefully I didn't offend them.

woohoo this few days dam hectic lol
Met rouqian on sat for movie night ~
Watched death note heh
Not bad but not very very nice also
Maybe that's why the reviews like that

Sun went to uss with my cousin again hehehe
a lot rides closed for maintenance thought
It's ok ! we went to take a lot of pic instead LOL
at night went to nic low house for texas poker woohoo

and guess what we did this morning lolol
went to mac at 7am for breakfastttt
and meet for movie in da night again
yolo
my wallet also yolo

anw, downloaded one running app whahaha
quite nice to use sia




CUI but idgaf hehehe

good nights ^^

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Updates on work ~

O & update about work

I lazy to edit the previous post so shall just post another one hehehe

work

is

                                 

I have 3 strong mentors to learn from

& now i'm touching on training side too woohoo

quite excited thou, its about coordination again

& I like my boss motto !!

"HR is to protect employees"

woah

I feel that my job ji meaningful yi xia

and Zul left

My best mentor in production office hahaha

until now production people all missing you

all the best for your new job !!

`

Hehehe company's one day course @ OCC

Having a love hate relationship with personality test

most of it says our characteristics attribute to our parents;

but nope, I believe mine was my social circle hahahaha

my parents played the least role in my growing up process.

up till now, its still a family full of lies.

& we are meeting up more & more often now hehehe

for drinking session.

I really hope she will stop thinking about death everytime

I CANNOT TANK IF YOU REALLY DIE PLS

anw, feel like playing dota again heheheheheh

Updates on work !

Too long never work already
totally doesn't feel like I belong to my company now hahaha
Even pinched myself in the morning to ensure i'm living in reality

Nonetheless, past few days was like a break ever since I transferred to HR from ops within 0.5 days lol
Felt like a total break off from operations now.
FELT SO PERK UP & MOTIVATED WOOOHOO
time to strive yo.

My boss still consult me regarding planning stuffs thou hahaha
couldn't get a total detach but glad i'm able to help somehow :')

HELLLOO THEREEE
September 2016 is definitely one of the memorable months I'm having in my life
Have just survived through a hectic but filled with happiness week

1st up was Kaleryn wedding !
so glad for the opportunity to be one of her sister,
to witness one of her most important life events
& to know that she will enjoy a blissful life happily ever after.

2nd was drums competition at JB
really proud of my group mate back in Msia camp 2012 for achieving one of his dreams
& there's more to come :)!

And, I quitted KXG.

Got to admit, Msia drum performances never fail to reignite my passion for 24 festive drums.
The desire to put up a score as astonishing as theirs.
To make the audiences go WOW and open their jaws.
That's the reason why I joined KXG
But I've got to accept that cultures aren't the same, people moves on and legacy changes as well.
It definitely created some of my fondest memories which I will always hold dearly to my heart

Time to be back to stage, where I started from

.

How to recognize a person failed as a leader ?
When the whole team wants to resign.

counting down to days where I don't have to defense myself / prod dept from other dept anymore.

Chinese dance

Guess what I found
My first SYF performance 9 years back HAHHAHA

anw, had a real bad day at work yesterday.
Way too overload with things that I shouldn't be doing.
Still quite shock and touched that eliss came to talk to me hahahah
Feels good to work under her previously cause she recognizes our qualities and push us to excel
Always good to talk to her but oh well.
I don't want to strive so hard for career thou, just want to earn adequately and spend quality time w peers and family.

Nevertheless, being young is an asset yoohoo !

just defied my head of operations order.
crazy man I just started a week & haven't even get a hang of my core responsibilities
now they want me to head the training sector when I can't even fully uds the ops

but still I must be sot to defy like that.
ohwell, at least I saved the operations from drowning if I ever take up that now. #selfconsole

end of 1st working week !
& more workload is coming next week...

thought can hide the fact that I did that role before for awhile more
but nopeeee, totally exposed by 2nd day LOL
so yup, they want me to take over the planning at another plant
I need to adapt fast man
no more newbie adaptation period althu its been 2 years.

anw, stayed till 3am on thurs to help out at IMM operations
I mean like, you want to plan, of course you need to understand right ?
shall not reveal further,  althu this suppose to my personal space but is public ~_~
I think the staying overnight really taken a toll on my health sia
went back @ 10am next day, left at 9pm
tooo many things
but its getting excited woot !


went for training at 9am today hoho
not used man LOL suddenly like so free for Saturday
& dammmm tired
went to car expo to walk around w marc char & joey
couldn't understand much about cars but ohwell, tried my best
at least joey gets to see her car hahahah
BOUGHT MY NIKE SHOE TOO HEHEH

its dam cheap !

suddenly got migraine during evening
almost die man
but the moment I ate dinner jiu better le LOL

anw I found a new cat in my neighbourhood and named is Tuo Ba.
couldn't find her after dinner thou
too tired to go & find her during midnight.

HAPPY DAY

SO HAPPY TODAY !!
got good news about my job findings
impromptu picnic went well & we are going msia on fri too hehee
_ _ _ finally going back to normal again.

too many good things happening today ::))))))))))))
can I cry tears of happiness now.

#shuang
#happy
#sot
#cloudnine

RIP Precious

Been trying to find a FT job without using any connection

ITS HARD MANNN
gonna try harder.

Found this while looking thru my past posts

www.yanqi.youarelame.com/

LOL

23.4

10 Generations of SAAAAAALVOOOOOOO

Salvo 4th biennial concert aka the 10th year ended on a high note WOOO!!!

sosososo thankful to everybody for making metamorphosis a better score  cause I missed out quite a few details.

& felt so grateful towards PC for their kind understanding in many aspects like figuring out ways to do lighting cues when audi is not available; kat coming back on PH  to practice cues w us.

importantly;

On a happier note, I never felt so bonded to KXG before

On a sadder note, I'm suppose to leave for Chinese Dance HAHAHA

DILEMMA LOL SHYT MAN.

Been living with kittiesssss since young

but now, I got a feeling that my 猫缘 is really ending

I have predicted that Gigi's probably not coming back after the person brought her for sterilisation.

But I can't help but feel empty when it really happens ):

So many cats come and go

Hope they are all in a better place now woot !

nervous

Been busy preparing for Salvo concert tml
gonna be my last concert & performing after so long
I CAN DO THIS MANNNNNNNN

I realised how this blog have changed from something which I used to share my happiness with to a place where I wrote my darkest secrets.

How we wished for a lot of views & comments in the past to hoping that nobody will actually see this place now.

But at least those who are still seeing it now are my closest friends muackz HEHE

Shocked by how your actions have actually instill a phobia in me
but guess what
i'm coping well in overcoming that yo

Random thoughts:

By aiming to become stronger, will it turn you into a cold blooded animal ? 
Not resorting to ruthless actions those type, rather its like trying to protect yourself through avoiding harsh actions/words from others by giving them cold shoulder at the start ?

Hate how now I only think from my POV and not from other people's shoes cause all I want now is to protect myself first.

I don't know.

A part of me knows that that isn't right but another part of me is reluctant to walk out of it.

I enjoy lesser leisure time to complete this task
you enjoy more leisure time and pile this task on me
SOUNDS LEGIT


Just don't feel like informing people about their flaws anymore
We are no longer a kid.

Angst, suck up, go sleep, wake up, forget all bad happenings.

first post of 2016

whahaha been so long since I posted
ITS A BRAND NEW YEARRRR
& I toured Taiwan & Bangkok during December and January
just touched down from BKK actually

Taiwan with MJ & HT to fulfil a childhood dream

Thailand trip with youfen ~

Lazy upload so just kope pic from her fb hehee

Both trips were amazing

But Taiwan is definitely safer than Thailand

Felt so traumatized in Thailand

1) Met a pervert. Worse still, we are in his cab

2) Felt like I'm gonna be blind because a big solid object flew into my left eye

& I can't get it out till an hours later

That's why I wore glasses for the remaining trip

3) we were quite unlucky tbh

BUTTTT

There are still many good things that happened along the way.

Hehehe

We 该买的也买了，不该买的也买了一点

Tried everything we wanna try, eat everything we wanna eat

Met a fair share of bad and good people in Thailand

Underwent all sort of happenings together and be back in Sg safely

Etc; Yufen lost her phone but still manage to find it back

That hard object could have blinded me but I was really lucky

Counting my blessings mann

But after all,

TAIWAN & THAI TRIP

SUCCESS !! YAY