I'm single again
gonna stay single for a looooooooong time.
SO SCARE OF RELATIONSHIP NOW.

been chionging mooncake for the past 2 weeks
didn't even have the time to rest myself emotionally after the break up
& they putting me in charge for chevron house ):
I dam scare and stress
like suddenly so many things need to be done and i'm only trained 1-2 twice.
worry that the mistakes I make will trouble the rest :l
tolong tolong pls be smooth

Mooncake er day every day

 

Starting to get use to forecourt sales

& im shifting to raffles place next Monday ):

actually its quite fun to be back to hospitality line again LOL

really can't take office omg.

today mandy(the couple who always caught her kittens)  wanna catch pompom and her 2 kids for sterilisation tml.
she caught the 2 kids already but pompom refuse to come out
she told me she will be putting them back after sterilisation
so i try
when I go over pompom came out like asking me for help
but...
I caught her & put her in the cage :l
pompom realised it afterwards & she keep meowing but it calmed down after she saw her children @ mandy house

then now..
mandy told me tomorrow sterilisation is cancelled.

I felt so cheated
I got a feeling pompom wouldn't come back anymore
either that or her kittens will be taken away

somebody please tell me I didn't make a wrong move...
its the first time I see pompom so upset

Met zhiting for dinner todayyy
bought my HW black pants since mariott only allowed black pants
FINALLY CAN CHANGE MY PANTS AFTER 2 DAYS YAY
& quite a lot of funny things happen along the way
like how we ended up wearing the same clothes to show each other at the fitting room LOL


anw, the couple who took pom pom previous batch kittens away
is back to get her current batch kittens away again ):
she already got all 4 of them adopters and they are coming to get them soon.
I tried to ask if they could just leave one kitten for pompom
cause I feel what pompom needs is really a companion.

they said the mother cat brought them to see the babies and ask them to "take"
no the mother cat didn't "bite" the babies and give them.
that time they told me the same thing, but I saw pompom staring and loitering at the blank space where the kittens used to be for 1 week +
and refuse to eat anything for first few days.
so obviously, yes I don't think the mother cat really wants them to take the kittens.
it feels that they misinterpreted the cat's way of saying "i trust you, come take a look at my babies that im proud of"  for  "come take my babies and go".

I wish I can get a cat whisperer and let pompom communicate to us ):
gonna see her sad again after this Saturday which is something I really don't bear to see.

remember that time I was contemplating whether to join back Chinese dance ?
Charmaine just came & asked me if I want to join her troupe

I really miss the stage.

HAPPY

 

 

HAPPPYYYY

Finally exams are over !!!

this sem is definitely the most stressful semester

got to handle everything myself

soloist for 3 months +

woah can die

I GOT BACK MY FREEDOM HOHO
but seriously its dam worrying to be sick at the exam period
 ESP THIS SEM
 

 

started work at mariott today for mooncake fest ! hehh

feels dam awkward at the start cause all of them are the full timers at the hotel

i'm like the only casual there

when they talk about management stuffs I just squat one side emo

but it gets better afterwards heheh

hope it will be better tml ! :)

 

 

 

Met youfen after a long day of work

LOVE OUR FO0O0O0O0D HEHEH

 

 

 

 

HAPPY HOLIDAY !!!

been spending the past 4 holidays with my family

been so long since I spent the day with them

& now im having

Tuesday BLUEEEEEEEEEEE

~_~

 

2 more days to paper

can't wait

allehuyaaa

So glad I opened a saving account that day hehehe

seeing the money increasing

SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT :D

 

Suppose to go for primary school gathering today

but wtf i'm still down with fever

feeling much better but still weak

better not to risk lololol

next week my exam.

first time falling sick during exam period sigh pie

I wouldn't eat mookata within 2 weeks before impt dates anymore T_T
actually I don't know the exact meaning of sighpie LOL
 

 

hope there's one outing soon :D

 

anw just watched bug's life and ppg movie with joanne thru Skype

& it feels so nice to have somebody undergoing the same situation as you HEHEHE

we are both "alone" in some sense.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

burning bridges

all the efforts put in to be there for a friend,
in exchange for a sentence
"Maybe you feeling stressed up about stuffs or school i dont care"

a friend who I held even closer than my family,
thanks for slapping me with the harsh reality of our friendship.

you always said some people really need to fo from your life.
now I can clearly see who need to fuck off from my life.










On a side note,

 been having fever today
I hope it doesn't erase what I have been memorising the past few days.