Whew long time no seen.
Actually i just ended my first hotel HR job in Six Senses Singapore.
Working in town really don't suits me oh well.
Definitely dread the morning crowd in MRT.

Ended myself in quite a bad state due to this job.
Gonna start recovering.

Determined to stay at least 3 years for my next job.
Jiayous Yan Qi !!!

3 years will fly like a g6.

suppose to go out & chill
but now emoing @ home
cause tml needa workkkkkkk

supposingly today but sites can't send the docs
so changing my sat half day to sun halfday to do payroll

OHWELL.
mental job mannn

Hais drama #01.

Still quite shock to be asleep
dont know why i don't feel scare or worried at that point of incident.
siao liao

anyway promised myself, just let it affect me til last sunday.
After that, life moves on

wooo i can do this !

The history is too horrifying that the thought of it scares me.
And yet it's happening again

):
wanna run away from it so badly.
Just wanna be myself this week, my not ok self.
just for this week.



just 2 more days..
and i'll have to give up my social life
my nice food T.T
真的要扛家庭了

Back to square 1.

guess 4th feb is not a good day this year.
so many people unhappiness and arguments.
I wish everything will become smooth for them sooonnnn

Broken marriage normally harms their kids the most.
so true.
hated my family so much now,
no wonder my brother don't even want to visit them anymore.

Can't even be myself infront of them.

I'm tired of all this mannn


I suppose to be celebrating
having fun.
Not suppose to let this affect me so much
I have anticipated it already after it happening so many years.
but I dk why it's still affecting the fuck out of me.