Bad day :'(

Met a doctor that made me feel my life isn't safe in her hand today.


1) she is late for her work
2) the patient of no. xxxx is not around but she waited for 5mins when other rooms have already finished 2 patients
3) she knew I took antibiotic beforehand
4) assigned me to blood test
5) told me the results will be out in 30mins
so I rushed to eat a bit of my breakfast + lunch

6) ended up waiting 1hr45mins for the result

7) "Your result will not be very accurate cause you took antibiotics"

dafug then why you even assign me to blood test in the first place.
I know you can check the palettes for dengue but I have 0 symptoms of it except the consistent fever.

it's not funny to wait 1hr45mins for this type of comments with a 38.6~ 39 degree fever man.

I could have gone home to rest and come back again for a more accurate blood test.


but on the other hand;
the nurses were really nice to me ^^
giving me emergency queue number, checking if I'm okay while registering.
Really made me feel better hehe

and
my temp reached all time highest in the polyclinic yo.
39.5 wooo

reach home and my mama keep want me to drink herballife shake for protein.

omgggg

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The feeling of high fever for 3 consecutive days just feel so erxin.

It just keep coming back after 1-3 hours of feeling "healed"
Can't bath also...
but of course I still bath when I went for school this morning luh LOL.

currently I'm enjoying the healing period now hehehe. Please don't come back anymore.

我还不想变飞飞。

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suddenly came across this
a super stressful solo for me cause was having my intern
still remember..
i specially request for studio to train alone
then some juniors joined..
& ...
i rage the juniors at the point of time
CAUSE THEY COME BACK & PLAY PLAY PLAY & JOKE
when i sibei stress LOLOL ( sorry mannn if you all still remember who you are)
ji nostalgic yi xia
but i miss those times
woooo
& the perf feedbackt was...unexpected HEHE
:D :D :D

BYE!

3 more days to end of 2015 !!
Time to set new goals and reflect what i've did for 2014

Study
In 2014, i must admit i'm too chiong for studies till i going @_@
i don't know why also LOL
My whole life i never so chiong before
but once i step into uni, i keep having the urge to score for distinction.
Really dk what's wrong with me -_-
i ended up quitting school to work.
BUT the stress doesn't play a majority role in my decision
it's other factors which.... inconvenient to say here hehehe for you to guess -winks
and i regretted this decision that i've made.
I've learnt to relax myself afterwards and think for myself more.

Work
Thanks to my part time job, i've secured a full time position in another company opened by my boss :D
Really appreciate it as it was my first office job in my life LOL
I learnt a lot, really a lot
however, suffered a lot too.  (no pain no gain right? :D)
Initially i entered the office with only a minor role
but i carried my burning flame of striving for distinction in school to work.
i did everything as fast and perfect as i can.
because i can't understand "work is never ending in office"
but slowly, i started to take roles that are not my job scope
from a minor role, to taking care of the whole factory (+ all schedulings), doing secretarial roles, taking up HR basic task,  coordinating with sales staffs, sales coordinator for another sister company, participating in meetings and meetup with clients.
HOWEVER
I brought this up myself, cause i'll go around asking if anybody needs help when my task is done.
maybe that's why they feel my role quite slack and start piling up things for me :X

That's when my body starts to break down, severely.
i fell sick at least once every month. (most of them are actually high fever)
and i still went back to work cause somethings have to be passed down.
i do not have any assistants.
Slimmed down dam vigorously till now i can't get fat wtf rofl.
but i',m happy cause...
by the 3rd month, i have the support of all 20+ factory & logistic workers
my hard work paid off YAY !
my logistic skills level up to0o0o0o ~

The feeling of quitting only comes when they hired an executive (which suppose to be my superior)
but end up i have to guide him in every single thing and always clear the mess for him.
that's when i felt i'm truly being EATEN
this goes on for a period of time
& i left after the company 6th month woohoo.

But from then on,
I become a follower than someone with her own opinions.
i hate this zz i feel lost 90% of the time.
have being trying to put in effort and think logically of serious issues but something is just blocking it
I miss the feeling where i am able to make people laugh.

BACK TO STUDY LOL
Lucky i only defer my studies, not quit LOL
thanks to the staff who told me about the deferment system.
and yup, i found ways to relax myself more (:
& i only strive distinction for 1 subject
because that's the only events module i have T_T
the rest, pass can liao ~


GOALS FOR 2015
1) Be myself more, have my own opinion and better confidence,
Being a follower is causing me to lose that little bit of confidence i have
I MUST OVERCOME !!
2) Nurse my health back
The damage to my health is permanent since then.
even the stupid dust can cause me high fever.
body feeling weak ALL THE TIMES -_-
3) Finish up degree in a comfortable way 
4) Everybody be happy x3


2014 had been a year where i gained and lost a lot.
can't wait for it to end wooo.


Spending my last 3 days of 2014 nursing my health back.
kanna fever again for nothing after KXG meeting
-_-

Break up is the hardest thing to move on from.
Don't try to forget the memories, it stays on forever
live with it & it will make you a stronger person ^_^
(NO LA i haven't break up >< )
It's for my few good friends if you all are seeing this <3 p="">

Anyway i've decided to take a gap year even after i graduate.
During this year i'm going to do volunteer work and have fun
before i really embark on my work journey...grrr

And YESS!!
i've found a Chinese Dance studio in Chinatown
Been looking for it since ages ago.
but yupyup, here comes the dilemma.
Which passion to go for.

2014 is coming to an enddddd
love you all muackzx.


byebye !


abit abrupt LOL oops.

王詩安 Diana Wang - 愛存在 Love Still Exists (華納official 高畫質HD官方完整版MV)

this song is nice hehe

The awkward moment when i tried to ask for answers...

& the worst thing is i addressed her as Mr...

Really hope she wouldn't specially pick out my paper in Australia and mark

wo de tian

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Went out to throw rubbish in my pajamas

rate of bumping into neighbours: 0.000000001% / 100

then today...

i bumped into my closer neighbour but not close to the extend of comfortable friends

this timing always no people go out throw rubbish one !!

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