The history is too horrifying that the thought of it scares me.
And yet it's happening again

):
wanna run away from it so badly.
Just wanna be myself this week, my not ok self.
just for this week.



just 2 more days..
and i'll have to give up my social life
my nice food T.T
真的要扛家庭了

Back to square 1.

guess 4th feb is not a good day this year.
so many people unhappiness and arguments.
I wish everything will become smooth for them sooonnnn

Broken marriage normally harms their kids the most.
so true.
hated my family so much now,
no wonder my brother don't even want to visit them anymore.

Can't even be myself infront of them.

I'm tired of all this mannn


I suppose to be celebrating
having fun.
Not suppose to let this affect me so much
I have anticipated it already after it happening so many years.
but I dk why it's still affecting the fuck out of me.

think I'm slowly opening up again
think I'm slowly living my own life again

wa yes man hahahaha

today just wanna sleep every where
in office
during lunch
in bus
in K
while walking


omigod

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Was so tired this few days
took flu med before sleep and today everything become so unreal
feel like im floating around the moment I woke

so @ work I decided to;

take care of myself more
finish up my own task instead of keep assisting people
provide lesser help to others and learn how to reject

guess the feedbacks I get.
"今天你很像很小气"
"你很像不开心, 在生气"


think that's how human beings work

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Wa so much feels

Work never felt so stress before lol.
So tiring today
and then in bus stop
after waiting so long for my bus
*close eyes awhile*
*open eyes*
*bus drive pass*

fiak

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