https://www.facebook.com/video.php?v=10151378720057764&set=o.6177699699&type=2&theater

suddenly came across this
a super stressful solo for me cause was having my intern
still remember..
i specially request for studio to train alone
then some juniors joined..
& ...
i rage the juniors at the point of time
CAUSE THEY COME BACK & PLAY PLAY PLAY & JOKE
when i sibei stress LOLOL ( sorry mannn if you all still remember who you are)
ji nostalgic yi xia
but i miss those times
woooo
& the perf feedbackt was...unexpected HEHE
:D :D :D

BYE!

3 more days to end of 2015 !!
Time to set new goals and reflect what i've did for 2014

Study
In 2014, i must admit i'm too chiong for studies till i going @_@
i don't know why also LOL
My whole life i never so chiong before
but once i step into uni, i keep having the urge to score for distinction.
Really dk what's wrong with me -_-
i ended up quitting school to work.
BUT the stress doesn't play a majority role in my decision
it's other factors which.... inconvenient to say here hehehe for you to guess -winks
and i regretted this decision that i've made.
I've learnt to relax myself afterwards and think for myself more.

Work
Thanks to my part time job, i've secured a full time position in another company opened by my boss :D
Really appreciate it as it was my first office job in my life LOL
I learnt a lot, really a lot
however, suffered a lot too.  (no pain no gain right? :D)
Initially i entered the office with only a minor role
but i carried my burning flame of striving for distinction in school to work.
i did everything as fast and perfect as i can.
because i can't understand "work is never ending in office"
but slowly, i started to take roles that are not my job scope
from a minor role, to taking care of the whole factory (+ all schedulings), doing secretarial roles, taking up HR basic task,  coordinating with sales staffs, sales coordinator for another sister company, participating in meetings and meetup with clients.
HOWEVER
I brought this up myself, cause i'll go around asking if anybody needs help when my task is done.
maybe that's why they feel my role quite slack and start piling up things for me :X

That's when my body starts to break down, severely.
i fell sick at least once every month. (most of them are actually high fever)
and i still went back to work cause somethings have to be passed down.
i do not have any assistants.
Slimmed down dam vigorously till now i can't get fat wtf rofl.
but i',m happy cause...
by the 3rd month, i have the support of all 20+ factory & logistic workers
my hard work paid off YAY !
my logistic skills level up to0o0o0o ~

The feeling of quitting only comes when they hired an executive (which suppose to be my superior)
but end up i have to guide him in every single thing and always clear the mess for him.
that's when i felt i'm truly being EATEN
this goes on for a period of time
& i left after the company 6th month woohoo.

But from then on,
I become a follower than someone with her own opinions.
i hate this zz i feel lost 90% of the time.
have being trying to put in effort and think logically of serious issues but something is just blocking it
I miss the feeling where i am able to make people laugh.

BACK TO STUDY LOL
Lucky i only defer my studies, not quit LOL
thanks to the staff who told me about the deferment system.
and yup, i found ways to relax myself more (:
& i only strive distinction for 1 subject
because that's the only events module i have T_T
the rest, pass can liao ~


GOALS FOR 2015
1) Be myself more, have my own opinion and better confidence,
Being a follower is causing me to lose that little bit of confidence i have
I MUST OVERCOME !!
2) Nurse my health back
The damage to my health is permanent since then.
even the stupid dust can cause me high fever.
body feeling weak ALL THE TIMES -_-
3) Finish up degree in a comfortable way 
4) Everybody be happy x3


2014 had been a year where i gained and lost a lot.
can't wait for it to end wooo.


Spending my last 3 days of 2014 nursing my health back.
kanna fever again for nothing after KXG meeting
-_-

Break up is the hardest thing to move on from.
Don't try to forget the memories, it stays on forever
live with it & it will make you a stronger person ^_^
(NO LA i haven't break up >< )
It's for my few good friends if you all are seeing this <3 p="">

Anyway i've decided to take a gap year even after i graduate.
During this year i'm going to do volunteer work and have fun
before i really embark on my work journey...grrr

And YESS!!
i've found a Chinese Dance studio in Chinatown
Been looking for it since ages ago.
but yupyup, here comes the dilemma.
Which passion to go for.

2014 is coming to an enddddd
love you all muackzx.


byebye !


abit abrupt LOL oops.

王詩安 Diana Wang - 愛存在 Love Still Exists (華納official 高畫質HD官方完整版MV)

this song is nice hehe

The awkward moment when i tried to ask for answers...

& the worst thing is i addressed her as Mr...

Really hope she wouldn't specially pick out my paper in Australia and mark

wo de tian

)::::::::::::

Went out to throw rubbish in my pajamas

rate of bumping into neighbours: 0.000000001% / 100

then today...

i bumped into my closer neighbour but not close to the extend of comfortable friends

this timing always no people go out throw rubbish one !!

T_______________________T

scare me, for a moment i thought my blogs all gone
end up is wrong email -_-"

YAYYYYYYYYY
the assignments for the sem is finally over
now is just studying for exam & tadaaa
we are done (Y)
This sem passed super fast

and our achievement unlocked group projetcs >:D

ER (pic koped from pling :X)



EVENTS !!!


Really relieved when event's down man.
the chionging is really nightmare LOL
but it's the last time i'll be grouping with people i know le
will be alone for ODHRM next sem
omg.
diuuuu
SCARE
T_____________T


this sem passed fast
fun time passed even faster
T_T




i might sound kiam pa here
but i really wanna get fatter
:X


On the other hand..........,.,.,.,.,.,
*drum roll drum roll*
my dearest ah deh is going into army YAY
finally after so long.
will try to "identify" myself again during this period of time.

Been feeling very lost ever since getting attached
i feel like i can't differentiate between right and wrong anymore
just a floater floating around everywhere
i don't like sia omg
need someone who can give me the correct directions T_T


& on another bad note...KXG don't feels the same anymore :'(



hopefully is due to my feeling of lost.



hope everything will get better soon <3 p="">BYEE ~

small updates

 

FINALLY IM ABLE TO BLOG MUAHAHHA

been trying on this new lappy for quite awhile
but windows 8.1 is really hard to use :l

I've left my current job in GreatSolutions :l
frankly speaking I really quite she bu de.
Overall this 6 months of effort that I had put it.
But i'm really grateful to everybody there
wasn't easy at the start being somebody with 0 office experience.
as well as factory
really didn't expect that I will ended up managing a factory hohoho
Really thank you to the factory staffs who complied with my scheduling
drivers who gave me constructive comments on logistic planning
as well as my boss and jesse who aided me in factory planning.

& grateful to the office staff as well who provide me with so many opportunities to get expose to the FNB industry.

actually I feel more connected towards the factory side staffs heheheh
maybe cause we worked together.
but office I made good friends as well wee o wee.
so...its a fruitful takeaway from this 6months of full time coordinator.

 

omg I didn't realise my factory staffs picture not uploaded to fb ._.

miss my bus partner as well

 

 



Wanted to go back and help out with yoghurt place but they are really super over staff now due to the pay increment + school holiday
so...
i'll shall go and help out in my neighbourhood clinic >:D
WITH MEIJIEEE HEHEHE


KXG

we are finally down with our first official external performance at Singapore Swim Stars 2014 !!

                             
                                                                                YAY !

finally got some good rest after this week wahhaha
was worrying about quite a number of things
I know with the help of kal char cy and rh things will turn out fine
but i'm just worry don't know for what reason
really thankful that the lorry turns out well despite the different changes
WANSUI TO HELLO EXPRESS LOGISTIC ;D
and costumes have minimal problems despite that nobody actually ever wore the full set :X
with this 2 down...i'm finally.......... RELAXED :D




today <3 u="">

I WENT TO SUPPORT PAM FOR HER OPERA PERFORMANCE HEHEHE
really proud to say she's my friend :D :D
the AV was quite problematic as some of the performance doesn't have any sounds
which means the mic is off as well.
some performancers were quite panick, understsandable luh
people so nervous already then the sound doesn't work.
it happened to pam's perf too but ended up...she sang super loud that it can be heard from the last few rows,
wooohoOO!!!
but the instructor was really pissed with the AV team
teng teng tengteng !!!

                                
                                                                            PAM :DD

actually I snapped wrong person at starting of the show :X
they really look alike whahahahha
a lot of people says they got couple look despite being both girls LOL.
not bad, pam you can consider 2nd "husband" le >:D