trust

If this incident helped my parents to re-conciliated

im not happy about it.

it just shows how much you know me, how much you trusted me.

friends who knew me, they know confirm is not me.

don even have to see what kind of attire is the girl in the pic wearing.

if you know me, you will know.

just based on the attire itself, you accused me.

ok correction, not you anymore, you ALL.

excluding my brother.

how does it feels like, to be accused by someone who gave birth to you twice in three days ?

i knew it since secondary school, i cant rely on my family

but the most important thing is that, at least i know you all still trusted me.

now i know, not anymore.

you all understand me ? lol

you all don't even know what type of person am i.

i sworn i will never cry infront of my friends.

but today was the 4th time i did that since secondary school :\

i cried not because of the scolding/fierce tone ( scarly to my parents is not scolding ? )

i cried because this show how much you all trusted me & knew me.

满天星

tried to find a picture of my favourite flower.

my father said the name of the flower was 满天星

then i go google, end up i found de is

not the one i normally saw on road side );

its similiar to the one i mean luh

but i saw de got colour one,

got blue, pink, white & got one fluffy pink colour thing one

but is pricky one, looks fluffy only LOL

going start hunting the name heh heh heh.

actually i like the name first then i like the flower LOL

scarly i got cheated for 11 years about the name

went to maritime mueseum with 女孩s yesterday :DD

thanks for cheering me up yesterday heheh.

& thanks joanne for letting me roll to your house after what happen at home <3

we started seeing past photos & stalk some people..

heh he eheheheeee

collaged the past photos

don't know what will happen to my family after yesterday.

haisss

nevermind just sit back relax LOL.

i can't change what had happen & cant predict the future also.

going start my crazy training tomorrow with salvo.

also the last 3-4weeks of training with seniors

);

& one pic of my shaved eyebrow ^^

starting i very sad.

cause i wanted to shave my eyebrow for the last time already

then the auntie go shave the hair between my eyebrow also

& i keep complain to yufen LOL.

then she say must shaved one, if not is not shave eyebrow liao.

but :.....(

& i realise..

this pic really can see yufen lip orhorh

don smoke le :[

i know the pic of my 女孩 very big

but i cant adjust the pic.

cause i straight copy & paste from facebook hehehe

rachel lappy~

我知道我华文很烂。

因为这的online的东西不能auto-correct

but very good liao, at least i can type chinese hehehe..

today i feel like superman

meet joanne,ler,xuanya & rach within 3 hours.

went to aljunied with rachel cause she need to fixed her lappy.

after lappy we decided to go my old house there de

& we mi lu LOL

then it suddenly rain very heavily

heng she got umbrella

if not we become wet chicken liao );

then i realise...

my old house is stopped at another mrt, not aljunied LOL.

but nevermindddd we still reach our final destination hehe

& aljunied is really my 猫天堂

the reasons i like cat alot is because i always play with them when im young.

my house downstairs used to have aaaaaaalot of cats

like free flow one LOL.

homed at 5+ 6 :D

spent my day at homeeee hehehee.

i thinking if i should work banquet on sun..

cause really cash tight.

angbao $ even how much i try to save

its already going finish le :o

but one con is that if i work banquet on sun

i will not be able to sleep later that night

cause the hotel got one smell, i think tea smell all this

then i cant sleep :\

oror..maybe i should control my spending baa.

one week --> $50

mon --> friday, tues & friday shall try eat dinner at home if can.

mon wed thur, maybe 1 day max $9 for breakfast dinner lunch ? :D

then the saving i shall save & spend on sat/sun ehehhe

yessssssssssssssss ah

kk shall stick to this plan.

wahahahahaaaa]

& i shall sleep early today :D

got serious insomnia yesterday night due to heatness & nosebleed.

but somehow the nosebleed make me able to sleep LOL

cause bleed liao will very tired & out of energy

so will sleep..

eh eh ehhhhh.

wahahahah wan an :D

please ignore this post LOL.

i really really like this type of life.

this the type of life i like & what i used to lead in sec school.

真的很想念

我要的生活就在我面前，可是我拿不到。

因为我真的做不下这自私的决定。

很多人都跟我说过，

"做人有时是要自私的。

你只活那么一次。你不做，那别人有为你想吗。"

我真的很向紧紧抓住我先在的生活。

真的很想。

Happy day hehehee

Went out to slack with yufen yesterday :D

bought my bag wahahha finally after so long.

my black bag can officially rest in peace already.

another one is here to replace :DDDD

slacked till quite late @ clarky till yufen meet qianhui they all to go club.

& i met edwin to go home ^^

since he just nice at natasha studio dancing hehehe.

todayyy!!!

i met joanne wanting wenjie & qiuyi to go her house & eat steamboat :D

met qiuyi first

& the compass point the lrt jidan sia

i read signboard 2 then it state it go ranggung,

so i tot is that side ma (since the sign is at lrt 1 tat side) , so i took.

& i still double check with qiuyi, confirm with ranggung not compassvale hor

cause like ver strange. why issit go opposite way de when her house is there

then i tink, sua signboard like tat say jiu like tat ba

then the lrt come on track 1..

next stop : Compassvale

!@#*!&@^#&*!@^#&*!@^#*&@!%#^@!$#%^$@!%!@

reached her house & went to ntuc for shoppping hehee

wanting & joanne came

& we went her house to play steamboat after that

feel very bad cause the aunty insist on helping us to prepare our stuffs :\

cause our originally plan is prepare ourselve & have fun.

but then qiuyi mama dam nice & helped us ^^

so we play... mahjong throughout :o

helped aunty with what we can & started the steamboat when wenjie came ^^

have aloottt of fun.

wahahaha.

& went to drink abit after that at her house playground.

had some h2h talk regarding qiuyi (heheheheh)

but i need go off cause i need to niao niao ._.

& woah go home best.

we walk walk walk walk

than i reaching rach house there le

so i wan walk shortcut & take bus go home

a& idunno why i go wrong way

end up walk one whole round around 203 there -_-"

decided to walk home instead

then raining very small

i thinking should take umbrella anot + my house far

after that decide don cause like very paiseh LOLOLOL.

had a really dam happy day :D

happpy note

on a lighter note,

i went l4d2 with zhit & the rest today :D

dam fun as usual hehehe

but i still the same noob

this one i admit LOL.

like life like this ^^

relax & fun

just shoot zombies wahahaha

remind me the carefree period hehhee.

& i really wish to spend more time with them ^^

feel like going depression soon LOL.