Overwhelmed by all the insecurities and things happening around me.
I want to escape from all this so badly.
I’m tired, finally.

The fall this time round, i don’t feel like standing up anymore.
Had exhausted all my energy
Can anyone help ?

Whew long time no seen.
Actually i just ended my first hotel HR job in Six Senses Singapore.
Working in town really don't suits me oh well.
Definitely dread the morning crowd in MRT.

Ended myself in quite a bad state due to this job.
Gonna start recovering.

Determined to stay at least 3 years for my next job.
Jiayous Yan Qi !!!

3 years will fly like a g6.

suppose to go out & chill
but now emoing @ home
cause tml needa workkkkkkk

supposingly today but sites can't send the docs
so changing my sat half day to sun halfday to do payroll

OHWELL.
mental job mannn

Hais drama #01.

Still quite shock to be asleep
dont know why i don't feel scare or worried at that point of incident.
siao liao

anyway promised myself, just let it affect me til last sunday.
After that, life moves on

wooo i can do this !

The history is too horrifying that the thought of it scares me.
And yet it's happening again

):
wanna run away from it so badly.
Just wanna be myself this week, my not ok self.
just for this week.



just 2 more days..
and i'll have to give up my social life
my nice food T.T
真的要扛家庭了

Back to square 1.

guess 4th feb is not a good day this year.
so many people unhappiness and arguments.
I wish everything will become smooth for them sooonnnn

Broken marriage normally harms their kids the most.
so true.
hated my family so much now,
no wonder my brother don't even want to visit them anymore.

Can't even be myself infront of them.

I'm tired of all this mannn


I suppose to be celebrating
having fun.
Not suppose to let this affect me so much
I have anticipated it already after it happening so many years.
but I dk why it's still affecting the fuck out of me.

think I'm slowly opening up again
think I'm slowly living my own life again

wa yes man hahahaha

today just wanna sleep every where
in office
during lunch
in bus
in K
while walking


omigod

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Was so tired this few days
took flu med before sleep and today everything become so unreal
feel like im floating around the moment I woke

so @ work I decided to;

take care of myself more
finish up my own task instead of keep assisting people
provide lesser help to others and learn how to reject

guess the feedbacks I get.
"今天你很像很小气"
"你很像不开心, 在生气"


think that's how human beings work

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Wa so much feels

Work never felt so stress before lol.
So tiring today
and then in bus stop
after waiting so long for my bus
*close eyes awhile*
*open eyes*
*bus drive pass*

fiak

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one week of no exercise...
I gonna train some cores later
& gonna sing again later woooo

3x this week ops

My seniors all on leave tomorrowwww
i'm gonna be aloneeeee

ANW
I've always hear stories like how people actually encounter bad experiences from govt sector staffs
didn't really buy it until today
piang I wish I could cook him in bak kut teh

anw I did my brows again hehehe
touch up yo !
so itchy now

Work is good
Pocket is tight
Shadowhunter is coming out
Can't wait for 2017


anw sudden urge to eat steamed egg after what wendy said
so went to cook hohoho
#cravingsatisfied #happy
can't upload the pic here thou -_-
ok la cause I lazy wanna sleep alr
goodnightszxzcz



So not used to chase colleagues for things.
hopefully I didn't offend them.

woohoo this few days dam hectic lol
Met rouqian on sat for movie night ~
Watched death note heh
Not bad but not very very nice also
Maybe that's why the reviews like that

Sun went to uss with my cousin again hehehe
a lot rides closed for maintenance thought
It's ok ! we went to take a lot of pic instead LOL
at night went to nic low house for texas poker woohoo

and guess what we did this morning lolol
went to mac at 7am for breakfastttt
and meet for movie in da night again
yolo
my wallet also yolo

anw, downloaded one running app whahaha
quite nice to use sia




CUI but idgaf hehehe

good nights ^^

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Updates on work ~

O & update about work

I lazy to edit the previous post so shall just post another one hehehe

work

is

                                 

I have 3 strong mentors to learn from

& now i'm touching on training side too woohoo

quite excited thou, its about coordination again

& I like my boss motto !!

"HR is to protect employees"

woah

I feel that my job ji meaningful yi xia

and Zul left

My best mentor in production office hahaha

until now production people all missing you

all the best for your new job !!

`

Hehehe company's one day course @ OCC

Having a love hate relationship with personality test

most of it says our characteristics attribute to our parents;

but nope, I believe mine was my social circle hahahaha

my parents played the least role in my growing up process.

up till now, its still a family full of lies.

& we are meeting up more & more often now hehehe

for drinking session.

I really hope she will stop thinking about death everytime

I CANNOT TANK IF YOU REALLY DIE PLS

anw, feel like playing dota again heheheheheh

Updates on work !

Too long never work already
totally doesn't feel like I belong to my company now hahaha
Even pinched myself in the morning to ensure i'm living in reality

Nonetheless, past few days was like a break ever since I transferred to HR from ops within 0.5 days lol
Felt like a total break off from operations now.
FELT SO PERK UP & MOTIVATED WOOOHOO
time to strive yo.

My boss still consult me regarding planning stuffs thou hahaha
couldn't get a total detach but glad i'm able to help somehow :')

HELLLOO THEREEE
September 2016 is definitely one of the memorable months I'm having in my life
Have just survived through a hectic but filled with happiness week

1st up was Kaleryn wedding !
so glad for the opportunity to be one of her sister,
to witness one of her most important life events
& to know that she will enjoy a blissful life happily ever after.

2nd was drums competition at JB
really proud of my group mate back in Msia camp 2012 for achieving one of his dreams
& there's more to come :)!

And, I quitted KXG.

Got to admit, Msia drum performances never fail to reignite my passion for 24 festive drums.
The desire to put up a score as astonishing as theirs.
To make the audiences go WOW and open their jaws.
That's the reason why I joined KXG
But I've got to accept that cultures aren't the same, people moves on and legacy changes as well.
It definitely created some of my fondest memories which I will always hold dearly to my heart

Time to be back to stage, where I started from

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How to recognize a person failed as a leader ?
When the whole team wants to resign.

counting down to days where I don't have to defense myself / prod dept from other dept anymore.